Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Ultrasound today

I've been surprisingly chilled up until this morning and now I'm starting to freak. Not a huge amount, just a little...

This is the first time I truly could not care less as to gender - I would love a girl, but my little friend here desperately wants a brother to sword fight him. He actually specifically told me that he ONLY wants a brother because, "Mom, girls are just not cool." Do 3-year olds really talk like that?

9 months ago, I went into my ultrasound with a sense of dread, completely convinced that something was wrong. And it was - she had died. I knew that somehow, felt it.

I'm not in that place at all this time. I'm just unsettled. So pray if you think of it, and I'll keep you posted.

3 comments:

meagan said...

I think I took over your super powers as the Baby Whisperer. Four days ago, I figured out what that baby was. I'm confident in what it is, with my proven 50% accurate track record. Regardless, I'll be expecting that phone call.

meagan said...

PS Please do not tell my nephew that I said "super powers" I am not yet strong enough to battle The Bat yet again unless he uses the dagger. No, you know what- I'll keep the dagger, but I want a shield as well.

Tell The Bat that it's on!!!!!

Becky said...

I'm crossing my fingers and toes and everything.

Don't forget to update me with the good news, or I may have a heart attack.